Wednesday, December 26, 2007
3:32 AM
Stupid father. I dunno why whenever i see him i wll get angry.. I keep ignoring him and he know that... I hope can fly to another country like for another 5years so that i can be alone and not disturbed by him..!! He keeps wanting to come neare to me but whenever he does that he will piss me off... Then i will walk away and say fuck and all the vulgarities... but i hate doing that... Sobx.. Just can't stop wanting to stab him in his body and killin him but whenever i get into a fight with him, i have the feeling not to commit any crime... I hope someone (female) will be like always with me and like making me cooldown but i doubt so. I am like currently waiting for ppl but i think i will never get a chance because she is DAMN pretty and SUPER DUPER clever so i will kinda NEVER get a chance...